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2:41 AM
Today (Wednesday) was not a great day.
By far.
It was like a domino effect of shitty things that kept happening
...and happening...and happening.
I'm not gonna lie and say I deal with a lot of things well, because, well, I don't.
I tend to worry about things that haven't even happened yet.
Like, I THINK something will happen in a certain way, so I worry about it.
And usually, things work out fine and I worried for nothing,
but even though I know they'll work out somehow, I still continue to worry.
It sounds ridiculous, and it may be, but it's the way it is for me.
It was a bad day, and night...I cried a bunch and just let it all out. I watched a Lifetime movie and lied on the couch for a couple of hours. I watched iPhone movies of P (he's with his dad).
Confession- Porter has a favorite monkey, a monkey who goes almost everywhere with him. I ended up buying him a second one, just in case. Well, the confession is is that when he's at his dad's and his "extra" monkey is here, it sleeps in my bed with me. Weird? It's whatever, I don't even care if it's weird. I miss him when he's not here and it's the next best thing I guess...
Anyways, that monkey chilled about a foot away from me on the couch all night.
There he is, in all of his glory. He's been washed a few times, obviously.
Anyway, sorry for the really random post.
In good news,
I just bought 4 amazing retro chairs from Craigslist (for my kitchen table),
that I plan on refinishing and reupholstering.
I just bought 4 amazing retro chairs from Craigslist (for my kitchen table),
that I plan on refinishing and reupholstering.
I'll keep ya updated on that :)
Gnight friends.
Hope tomorrow is a better day...
6 comments
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ReplyDeleteAngie
godsgrowinggarden.com
hang in there you. and not weird at all. and that worrying, oh we are all guilty of letting it go on too long, so long that it maybe even robs us of the energy to do the things we can to reach out and take hold of the joy in the now. hang in there you.
ReplyDeleteAloha,
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ReplyDeleteMarissa
http://forfunreadinglist.blogspot.com
awww....we all have those days. I feel you about the worrying and bad days. You make me want to buy a monkey. Which might be odd since I don't have kids. But comforting. Who cares what people think - I might get one anyway. Porter is adorable btw. Thanks for stopping by my blog - well definitely be reading more here!
ReplyDeleteHaha you crack me up...get a monkey girlfriend! Thanks for stopping by my blog as well :)
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